ANDI KEVIN AHMAD FABIAN, des 14 2010 23:55

dan sekali lagi sy kembali jatuh kelubang yg sama, berkali-kali. banyak yg mengatakan "jangan memberikan hatimu 100% pada pasanganmu" namun apakah perasaan itu bisa diatur?

dan  munkin pada saat harinya tlah tiba sy akan menangis sejadi-jadinya (bukan karena saya lemah, tapi sy tdk kuat lagi untuk menahannya) saya akan mengeluarkan semua air yg ada didalam tubuhku lewat air mataku itu sampai dehidrasi.  tetapi setelahnya sy akan berdoa setulusnya semoga dia akan mendapatkan pengganti yg jauh lebih baik, jauh lebih dewasa, dan jauh lebih bisa mengerti dirinya. yg tidak hanya bisa membatnya tersenyum di tiap pagi siang dan malamnya tetapi bisa menuntunnya kearah kebahagiaan hidup dunia dan ahirat.

now, I cant believe, I just let u drop out from my eyes. I tried everything to make u stay but it just got too hard.

sitting here and watching you are doing far. so far away. I wish I could make u comeback. but tears, wishes, and prayers do nothing but make may pain more. my heart has been broken in pieces.

why do u still want to go away with all of your classmate??

u can do everything! u can want me to do anyting you want.

how couLd we say goodbye to what we had,,the good times that made us Laugh.
I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever has gone away.. it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. "say good bye" the world I have never known before..

I miss the times when u were around me,, I miss the times we spent each other with the wonderfull moments and the most memorable times of my live.. I miss u so much.. and I cry..
a tear for the day we met, a tear for the day u said u love me,, a tear for all the moments I heaLd u in my arms,, a tear for our future was meant to be,, a tear for everything that was so true..

I cry for the times that u were no longer mine,, I cry for the memories I've Left behind.. I cry for the pain,, the loss.. I cry for my self.. what's eternity without u to call my own?
who am I without u..?

what can I do know with the memories of what we had,, and the pain u left? but why is it that I love u,, love u more than ever..

But eventually,, I realize that I'm not what u need. so I will let u go.

I will always love u, I hope that Life will bring u the most beautifull things.. and I hope u have alll you've dreamed of..

Deep Inside,, I fell Like I'm Dying..

I love u,, u mean everything to me ..